Thursday, May 5, 2011


My sweet neighbors invited me over for waffles for dinner to help cure me of my loneliness. But really, it just makes me miss Dougie even more. I can't stop crying, over everything. I know it's silly, because he'll be back in 2 days, but I really miss him. And I had a really stressful, panic inducing day. I haven't had a panic attack in a long time, but today definitely felt like the start of several.
Tonight when I get home from dinner, and before I finish cleaning this mess of a house, I am going to blog a little about budgeting. I'll be back to do that soon.

And seriously, who doesn't love waffles?



  1. I totally feel lost when my other half is out of town :( (and it generally means a panic attack or two) no fun!

    but those waffles are really cute! :)

  2. Philip was out of town one weekend last month. The first day was just an awful day. I usually don't let "bad days" get to me like that but the thought of being home by myself for 3 days was SO overwhelming (LOTS of crying- which I don't so very often, so I felt even worse.)

    I immediately texted my parents and told them that I was staying with them that weekend. It was so nice to eat my mom's food, play cards with my dad, and hang out with my siblings and their babies. It was just what I needed. I don't know what I would have done if I was by myself all weekend and my family wasn't close.

    I understand how you feel and I'm sorry that it sucks! But 2 days-Hooray!!! YOU CAN DO IT! :)

  3. Thanks Chelsea. It was bad today, and of course, I kept calling/texting Doug with the stupidest stuff, like things that could wait until he came back, and I cried on the phone and freaked out like a crazy person, which I told myself I wasn't going to do, and work was horrible, then Monster peed on me while I was getting into bed and ruined our sheets and comforter. I am hoping that tomorrow I wake up and everything feels better.
    At least I cleaned the kitchen and back room. I feel good about that...

  4. waffles > pancakes!

    what are you doing tomorrow? i'm off at 4! all i have on my agenda is painting my nails

  5. Aw I'm so sorry honey!!
    At least you got waffles. Waffles are pretty darn great.

  6. Ok, I came across this on another blog I follow right after reading this post and I had to share! Maybe it will make you smile.

  7. I promised Doug I would clean our house while he was gone. I am about half way through it. I'll text you though if I finish it early enough! xo.
    Thanks Stina.

  8. Waffles are the greatest.

    Isn't it funny how sometimes you're fine when they leave and sometimes you're a mess? At least, that's how it seems to be for me. Anyway, hang in there.

  9. I'm better now. He comes home tomorrow anyways!! Yesterday was just tough!